Hi Carol, Here we are again, yet another anniversary and you are still missed so very very much, i don't think that is ever going to change. Hope you are happy where you are, we would rather have you here with us though, kimberley has her results soon, please be there with her on the day, i think we need all the support we can get, i am going to feel so guilty if she has got the defective gene, not sure how i'll cope with it all. Think about you every day, love and miss you like crazy as do janice, john and peter, hope you're not playing to many practical jokes up there. I'll visit again soon. Sue x x

Happy 46th Birthday carol, i know i don't visit your memorial very often but that doesn't mean that i don't think about you every day. You have been gone 24 years now, the time has just flown by, i hope you have met up with julie, please look after her, although she missed you like mad, she wasn't ready to leave us all here, like yourself, she had so much more to live for and didn't deserve the pain that life had dealt her. My only comfort is guessing that you are all together, looking out for each other, i miss you all so much and my love for you all will never fade. I will visit again soon carol, i promise. Love as always. Sue x x

Hi carol, Sorry its been a while since i last spoke to you, things have been pretty hectic, which is nothing new in my life as you may know. Even though you have been gone a long time, i still miss you so very much, you have julie there now for company, i wish you were both here with me and the others, the bad luck in our family is still with us, so much misery is still being dealt to us all, as if we haven't had enough to contend with. I know you are around me carol, i often feel you there, i am going into hospital soon, that is when i am going to need you all the most, if you could give me a sign to let me know that you're around would be great, as long as its in the day time, you know what a coward i am at night, mind you, if i remember right, with you're sense of humour you're proberley stood behind me right now, please don't touch me, don't think my heart will take it ! I love and miss you loads, give my love to mum and dad. x x