Hi carol, Sorry its been a while since i last spoke to you, things have been pretty hectic, which is nothing new in my life as you may know. Even though you have been gone a long time, i still miss you so very much, you have julie there now for company, i wish you were both here with me and the others, the bad luck in our family is still with us, so much misery is still being dealt to us all, as if we haven't had enough to contend with. I know you are around me carol, i often feel you there, i am going into hospital soon, that is when i am going to need you all the most, if you could give me a sign to let me know that you're around would be great, as long as its in the day time, you know what a coward i am at night, mind you, if i remember right, with you're sense of humour you're proberley stood behind me right now, please don't touch me, don't think my heart will take it ! I love and miss you loads, give my love to mum and dad. x x